where does the time go

where does the time go .................simple in january its dark , just seems to be slept away , difficult to get motivated in such a month and i had a theory that because there is no leaves on the trees and photosynthesis has all but given up , does this mean there is less overall oxygen in the air compared to summer when everything is growing like weeds, we its my theory anyway , im drinking to much co2 ok breathing , but then there is the question what do fizzy drinks do for my oxygen levels in the blood.
I once read the vitaim bible whilst at college , before i new it suddenly i was doing bout 20 pills a day , each one to balance this , other to balance that , maybe the reason why holland and barret are doing so well , by the way anyone who can offer 75% of glucosamine range is potentially charging to much in the first place .
I also see that focus are offering this week special deal on conifers, buy 1 get 2 free , ok ok the one you need to buy costs 19.99 but the other 2 are free and those you can give to freinds .
been trying to get inspired for the new season , things to do list , endless paper to file , russian language to master , ok ive been trying that for 5 years but one day it might all come together , bit worrying when my sabakas (dogs) respond better than me to varying russian commands from my british russian staff . oh yea just when im thinking about it why can we have the extra day every leap year in may or june when weather is better , feb can just be as shitty as jan .

life and death

its having been to a few funerals lately , i begin to question my own mortality , does death scare me , in the past yes , how it will yes , what will i miss , when will it happen ,who will miss me , who will appear at my funeral , well i reckon when at any funeral we all must ask ourselves similar questions. Alas i am still undecided on the music, wherether moorcheba "rome wasnt built in a day" will be appropriate or " Whiskey Lullaby" or dare i say it "3 wooden crosses" a classic country song only recently discovered by our family . But again as i think time evades me and normal duties now apply , picking up of kids from gymnastic practice oh and the cooking i did early requiring more than a bit of cleaning.

saturday 27th january 2008

A wet cold windy day today in essence january has been like this most of the time , difficultto get motivated these days but im sure that will change as light levels and daylenght increases. None the less it seems difficult to get excited bout the coming season . This is my first blog and is experimental in a sense as John Stanley reckoned that businesses should now use the likes of blog U tube and photos as in yahoo flicker . Anyway maybe im still feeling the adverse effects of my night out last night ..

27th

Ok ok i figured if i take a pic on a weekly bases like this as i do the weekly plant pics then i can watch myself getting old . Or a least watch my hair disappearing, Anyway 4 mile run this morning alone , my ipod packed in just after mile 1 , it just sort of froze and there appears to be no reset buttons , anyway it wouldnt even switch of.

Now got a bit of paperwork to do today and some tidying up aftert he storm we had a few weeks ago . Very mild today , cloudy as ever and now i hear the first hints of spring , little birds a singing , they brought a smile to my face as i ran along . Anyway still trying to find a direction for my blog , wondering if anyone will read it or if it will be worth reading , i could be oppinionated but that might cause offence , nonetheless i do speak my mind . Work awaits and monday is close , oh another week but then as we get into feb the light makes thins seem better and my little plants seem to change to a nicer colour of green , hopefully i will change colour to ........... a nice bronze colour will be nice but i reckon needa little more ssun for that .