life and death

its having been to a few funerals lately , i begin to question my own mortality , does death scare me , in the past yes , how it will yes , what will i miss , when will it happen ,who will miss me , who will appear at my funeral , well i reckon when at any funeral we all must ask ourselves similar questions. Alas i am still undecided on the music, wherether moorcheba "rome wasnt built in a day" will be appropriate or " Whiskey Lullaby" or dare i say it "3 wooden crosses" a classic country song only recently discovered by our family . But again as i think time evades me and normal duties now apply , picking up of kids from gymnastic practice oh and the cooking i did early requiring more than a bit of cleaning.